To Struggle
Monday, February 9th, 2009 01:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
A while ago in English class, we were asked to write a composition about people's struggles to survive. I liked the topic. I was able to write a lot because I too, am struggling with a lot of internal conflict right now.
I have just received my report card for the 3rd Quarter, and, as expected my grades were lower and my ranking dropped. Personally, I would like to graduate on top of my class, but well.. at the rate things are going right now, I don't think that's possible anymore. But, my heart is telling me I should not give up.
"Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill."
That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. I don't want to hope anymore, but it's hard not to. So I've decided to just do my best until the end whatever the result may be. At least I won't have any regrets.
And another one of my internal conflicts right now is about university. I still haven't made up my mind yet. It's really tough. I not only need to decide about the school, I need to think about the course, too. Everything needs to be considered.
I'm struggling with a lot right now, but I hope everything turns out fine.
I have just received my report card for the 3rd Quarter, and, as expected my grades were lower and my ranking dropped. Personally, I would like to graduate on top of my class, but well.. at the rate things are going right now, I don't think that's possible anymore. But, my heart is telling me I should not give up.
"Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill."
That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. I don't want to hope anymore, but it's hard not to. So I've decided to just do my best until the end whatever the result may be. At least I won't have any regrets.
And another one of my internal conflicts right now is about university. I still haven't made up my mind yet. It's really tough. I not only need to decide about the school, I need to think about the course, too. Everything needs to be considered.
I'm struggling with a lot right now, but I hope everything turns out fine.