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2011-06-02 04:41 pm
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A Fulfilling Experience, Part Deux

Continuing from the post I made the other day, here is my second reflection paper on our BS155 trips last sem. On the first one I shared my experiences on the first part of our trip last February 23rd, and now here are my thoughts and reflections on the second (and sadly, last) part of our trip which took place last March 2nd.



It was refreshing to come into contact with these people. After our short interactions with them, I can say that I’ve once again broadened my horizon, and it’s a very wonderful feeling.  )



There we have it. School's starting in less than two weeks, and I remembered that to feel good about it, I'd just have to remember these trips we had. They were all indeed fulfilling, and I'm definitely looking forward to more experiences like this in the coming semesters.
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2011-05-30 03:59 pm
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A Fulfilling Experience, Part Une

I really don't have anything new to write about these days, and I still have a couple of papers that I think are worth sharing here, so that's what I'll be doing again today. This one is my reflection paper on part one of our exposure trip on BS155 (The subject focuses on deviance, as seen from psychological, sociological and anthropological views, although it's mostly psychological since we focused more on various mental disorders). The experience was very fulfilling for us, and I hope I'm able to convey that through my writing.

We had two days to go to four different institutions, and here's my first reflection paper where I detailed our experiences on day one of our trip.



We may label these people as deviant, as a result of a mental illness or the constraints of society, but they possess qualities that we can definitely learn from, and it’s great that we had a chance to have an encounter with them. )



We've been on a lot of trips during the course of our lives in university, but this one is probably one of the most fulfilling ones I've had. Coming into contact with the people we've encountered really gave me a warm, light-hearted feeling :)
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2011-05-27 09:25 pm
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Change

They say that the only permanent thing in the world is change.

As for me, I am not very good with major changes, especially when they are sudden. When we moved to a new house almost four years ago, I felt sad. I missed the old house we lived in, the house where I spent the first fourteen years of my life. Even though my parents decided not to sell it and just make it an ancestral home, I was still saddened. It took me a month before I got to adjust to our new home. In my first year in university, I found it hard to adjust too. The major change that took place that year was really hard for me to handle. It took me until the end of the school year until I could say that I've fully adjusted.

But change isn't all negative, right? )

And so it was then when I've come to think that change really isn't all that bad. I may not be that good in adjusting, but I just have to trust God and keep in mind that things will always fall into place, no matter how bad they may seem at first.  As what is said on my "God wants you to Know" message a few days ago, "change is the very nature of life - welcome it". :)
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2011-04-14 05:01 pm
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Appreciating Art

It's been almost two weeks since summer break started, and I wanted to post something new here, but I couldn't think of anything to write about. No creative juices active as of the moment, but I remembered that there were times that they have been in the past year, so I thought to just share some academic papers I'm quite proud to have written (and that I know won't be too boring to share). The first one that I want to share is one of my final papers for my Humanities II class, where we studied about Art, Man and Society. This was written last October 2010 as a reaction paper to our museum visit (which I thoroughly enjoyed). I'm quite proud of this because I'm not a person who's really into art (visual arts, that is), and yet this is the first paper to which I've acquired a grade of 1.00 (that's the highest grade in our grading system). I've put a lot of effort into this, so I'm really happy that it paid off very well.

Well then, here it is.



I've learned that art really is an important facet of our society. It is not only a means through which the artist can express his or her thoughts and ideas; it is also a window to our history and a reflection of our culture. )


At the end of the 1st sem, I was really glad to have taken up Hum II because I really learned a lot from it. Even though I'm not really interested in the visual arts, it wasn't boring at all. It was actually quite interesting that because of it, I now learned how to appreciate art :)
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2010-12-31 10:14 pm
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A Memorable 2010

It's New Year's Eve once again. How fast time flies. It feels like it was just yesterday when I was writing my "Memories of 2009" entry, and now here I am writing another post to end my year.

2010 really did go by as fast as a bullet, and that was because of the many happenings that took place this year.

Wonderful Memories of 2010 )
Looking back, it was truly a wonderful year, and I'm looking forward to a brighter 2011 ahead. Happy New Year, everyone! :D Off to enjoy the fireworks now~ :)
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2010-11-19 05:54 pm
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21 Days of Sembreak (2)

Epilogue :)) A random post detailing what happened during the rest of my sembreak..

October... )
November... )

I've stopped writing after this. The week after was spent on enrolling. I had a good time with my best friends at MOA on the 8th, then spent one whole day on late registration on the 10th. I wasn't able to get any slots for PE, so I just changed my MST subject from NatSci 4 to NatSci 8. School started on the 11th (Tegoshi no tanjoubi ^^,). And that's about it. I'm still far from being productive during breaks, but at least I didn't spend it slacking off everyday :)
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2010-10-21 11:09 pm
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21 Days of Sembreak (1)

Part 1: Prologue :)

Finally... a break from university. I've been yearning for this day for the past three months. Haha. I'm officially free from school work for the next 21 days :)

So... I have exactly 21 days of break from uni and well, the idea of writing about each one of it suddenly popped into my mind. You see, I have this tendency to slack off and be unproductive during days off, so I thought that writing about how each day of my sembreak went will somehow add to my motivation to do some productive things during the break. Today's the first day, and somehow it felt really boring at home. I woke up at half past 12 (dang, my biological clock's getting worse and worse; I seriously need to fix my sleeping habits)... and I did nothing the whole day but slack off and watch TV (there's a bit of reading, too). I felt really bored. The past 3 months have been quite bloody for me; I had something to do everyday and it was tiring, but now I feel somehow bored because I have nothing to do. Then suddenly I remembered that I actually have a lot of things to do, things that I've left hanging around for so long (lots of things to organize, finish and stuff), and since I'm complaining of boredom, I thought that this is the right time to accomplish those things. So, to remind myself, here's my to-do list again. (And now I'm reminded that I never got around to posting my to-do list for summer. I've planned on posting it once all the items have been checked off, but I haven't finished doing some of the things I listed there until now. Tsk. I know, I'm a slacker.)

Things to do, Sembreak 2010 :) )

There. I feel like I'm still missing a lot, but I think that the number of things to do is just enough to be finished in 3 weeks. I hope I don't slack off and be able to finish these in the coming days. Moreover, I also want to have gimmicks/get-togethers with my high school friends because it has somehow become boring just staying in the house ^^, Lastly, I hope my motivation won't leave me hanging in the middle :D

Come on apathy, just leave me alone already ^_^"
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2009-10-23 11:15 pm
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Revisiting the Past

Last October 14th, I went to the Ayala Museum along with my sister as a requirement for our History I class. We were supposed to visit the museum and make a reaction paper about it, describing the contents of the museum and stating what our favorite exhibit in the museum would be. I finished mine tonight, and I was in a creative writing mode while writing this, so I figured it would be nice to share it here. I have to give credit though, to my sister and her friend who helped me with some of the wordings and phrasing for some of my thoughts. I also have to give credit to the descriptions provided by the museum, which I quoted when I couldn't provide an equally vivid description of the exhibit on display :))

Well then, here goes.

"Re-collecting the Past, Re-presenting the Future" )

You can tell that I really enjoyed the museum experience.  It has been a while since I've gone on a visit to a museum, and this one is definitely both educational and enjoyable.
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2009-06-20 08:54 pm
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Standing at the Door to a New World - - ♪

College is a new world. Being in university now seems so surreal to me. But it's all real.

I entered university 5 days ago. I'm officially a university student now. And I was in for a shock. This new world is totally.. different. Well I expected that. But no matter how much I try, I could not really adapt to that change right away. During the first day, I didn't say much except when people ask me things. I tried to stay cheerful during the day to make new friends. It was a normal first day of school. But I still have that feeling of indifference. It felt quite lonely. I missed high school all of a sudden. Out of the blue, I felt the melancholic emotions I should have felt during graduation.

And it doesn't help that right now I feel kind of lost, like I've lost track of something. Everything is new, and well it's hard to start from scratch. For 7 years I studied in the same school, so I was already used to the rules, teaching styles, etc. by the time I got to high school. I had no problem balancing my studies and fun. I knew how each teacher does his/her teaching, I knew which activities would boost our grades, I knew which tests are okay to flunk and which tests to take seriously. But in uni it's a whole lot different. Some professors are just going to give quizzes, and when they do announce it, I don't know what the heck I'm going to study because we don't have an actual book to review. We need to do research on our own so we have other information aside from the ones they give during lectures. Of course I know that it's really like that, but for a not-so-studious person like me, it was harder than I thought it was. As expected, it's really hard to establish good study habits.

While most of the people at uni are very helpful to us freshmen, I'm still finding it hard to get used to university life. College is like a huge labyrinth, and finding the way out seems so difficult and tiring. I know I'll get used to it in a month or so, but for now I am disliking the thought of going to school. Oh well, I'm just going to do my best and try to have a good time. Hopefully, in a few months I'll be able to jump right back on track and be able to have fun living my university life.
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2009-06-12 07:22 pm

Freedom and Independence

Cheers to the 111th Independence Day Celebration of the Philippines! ^_^

Speaking of independence, recently I've been telling myself I should become more independent. You see, my sister is planning/planned (I don't know if she's really going to pursue it, though)  to rent a room or something and live by herself for the mean time since the network she's working for is quite far from here and her call times are like, so early. I thought "That's cool~".. but when I think of it, it seems to be really hard. I realized that there are a lot of things I can't do on my own (i.e. waking up early, haha).  Some people ask me why I'm not going to rent a dormitory for college. Well aside from the fact that the university's not really that far from here, I didn't want to live in a dormitory because how could I when I don't even know how to do some chores by myself? And I'd probably always be running late for school. Haha. I should really start learning how to become responsible. Or else I'll be a goner in a few years if I don't. Haha.

In connection with the title of this post, I've just watched the Hanamaru Cafe (2008.11.7) episode with Toda Erika as guest. She talked about a lot of stuff and boy, her father is really strict! She said she didn't really have that much freedom at all because 1) she has a curfew, and it's 6:30; 2) she wasn't allowed to go to festivals and such (aww.. festivals seem to be so much fun, I wish I could go to one myself); 3) even when she's in high school she wasn't really allowed to go to her friends' places. It made me realize how lucky I am that my parents aren't that strict. Haha. But her dad seemed cool. He taught her some kind of martial art when she was three and she took up a lot more lessons, one of which is also some kind of martial art. How I wish I took up lessons when I was a kid. I mean, I could still learn a lot of things now but, it would be much easier if you learned when you were a kid right? Anyway, I really like her because she seems so natural and bubbly. She even admitted to being boyish (like me).

Back to the topic of freedom and independence, I really think people should cherish the freedom that our heroes once fought for, but at the same time.. we should also be responsible.

I'm being so random now, I'd better end this post. Jaa~
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2009-04-21 08:57 pm
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On Rain and Misadventures

I don't know whether I like rain or not. There are times when I don't like it, maybe because of the fact that I'm the type of person whose mood can be influenced by weather and rain gives off a gloomy atmosphere. On a practical note, rain can sometimes make things inconvenient. Having to bring an umbrella, getting your clothes and stuff wet, I find those things annoying. So I guess that's why I don't like the rain at times.

But there are also times when I do like it. Sometimes I like watching drops of rain fall down from the sky. I think it gives off the same feeling as watching clouds pass by during a sunny day. And when the rain brings a cool air, then it's much more relaxing to sleep at night.

This year it's a rainy summer. It's been raining even though it's only April. I know that the transition from summer to the wet season usually begins in May, so having it rain as early as April is well... kinda weird. It's really hard to predict the weather these days.

And today, I just had some rainy day misadventures. I went to the University of the Philippines Manila (or UPM for short, my chosen uni) earlier to apply for this Advanced Placement Exam and well.. I had some misadventures today which includes:

- Lining up in the wrong window
- Leaving the queue for the cashier due to non-usage of common sense
- Leaving Window 1 while the business was not yet done
- Looking like an idiot while trying to wash my feet at the fountain in front of Rob Manila (Midtown wing) XDD

Details of my rainy day misadventures :)) )
Oh, what a day :))
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2009-02-04 07:42 pm

Mystery

We had an interesting discussion in Science class earlier.

We're seniors in high school, so our class is Physics, but our discussion went a bit off topic and we ended up talking about space.

Interesting.

Space is one of my favorite topics in Science. I just think it's cool to be able to observe the heavenly bodies. They're cool, mysterious and just plain out-of-this-world.

We talked about black holes, and how no one in this world could ever know what happens to matter sucked by it. I was intrigued by how mysterious they are, and so I'm here to talk about one of the things that poke my interest: mystery.

I'm a big fan of mystery shows, especially those Japanese ones which feature really cool deductions. I always get thrilled by those shows that sometimes I feel like I want to be a detective myself  *laugh*. But they really are cool, right? Especially when they deduce hard-to-solve crimes like they were just silly puzzles.

And mysterious stuff.. well I like reading about them. Though we'll never probably be able to tell why certain things are that way, it's just.. so intriguing to read about them and know as much as we can.

I'm so random. Haha.
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2009-02-03 02:11 pm
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Nostalgia, Silence and Helping Out

Nostalgia.

I'm feeling nostalgic since yesterday.. I don't know. Maybe it's because things right now are getting more complicated since we're about to end the school year. Well I like my life the way it is now compared to my life when I was still in grade school, but I can't deny that life back then was still simple and easy.. so yeah. Maybe I'm yearning for those simple times way back then.

Silence.

Our class is composed of 35 students, no one of whom is worthy to be called "quiet". But these days, our class seems to have silent moments (maybe because everyone is busy) and whenever our class keeps quiet, it totally freaks me out. Like, it's not normal. I'd totally miss them.

Helping Out.


Yesterday, we went to Mini Stop (a growing convenience store chain here in the Philippines) after school. An old man happened to pass by, and he was asking us for coins. He also asked us to buy him an ice cream, which we did. We felt guilty though, because we realized later on that ice cream isn't really good for old people. But the thought of being able to help was surely satisfying.